Recently, on November 5, Hollywood actor and reality star Dean McDermott shocked everybody when he announced that he will be leaving the show 'True Tori'.

He revealed the big announcement during his guest appearance on 'Access Hollywood Live' with Billy Bush and Kit Hoover.

Apparently, it is not healthy anymore for McDermott to air the problems of his married life on National TV, "I'm not going to continue with the show. We have five more shows left...I can't do this anymore. I can't keep opening a vein, opening my soul and sharing my feelings and thoughts and demons with the world," he revealed.

The show, 'True Tori' which features his family life with his wife and Hollywood actress Tori Spelling and their four kids has been running for two seasons. Apparently there are five more episodes left for the second season according to McDermott, but he will leave before the it ends.

McDermott also revealed that he's not even watching the show anymore and even stopped being the executive producer of the show.

"I don't watch it, I can't. It's really difficult... I can't do it any more, for my soul,' he said. The reality star shared that it was hard for him to share everything he had been experiencing for the public, from his infidelity to his wife, to his depression.

"From the affair, from doing the show... I almost lost everything, everything that means anything to me. I don't want to ever do that again. I don't ever want to be in that dark place again where I wanted to take my life." McDermott revealed.

The Hollywood couple, according to McDermott, finally reunited and are healing from their previous challenge as a married couple. "I love this woman, regardless of what I've done. I love her and want to be with her. I want to grow old with her... at this moment she feels the exact same way," McDermott said.

"The fact that I cheated on my wife, I wish never happened. I wish my alcohol and drug use hadn't gotten out of control. I still love Tori to death and that's why we're still together," he added.